Kal ho naa ho

Just watched "Kal ho naa ho"(tomorrow may never come) just now. Even though I have the VCD never had the time to watch it. Dunno why tonight was an exception. My sisters apparently kept saying "Sit lah abang watch it. Its nice". One thing I dont really like watching hindi movies is the lengthy songs plus dances. Also some movies I cant help but shed a few tears. Its not like I wanna act macho or what. Hey I do cry sometimes. There's nothing wrong with crying. It shows that you're human and you have sympathy/emphathy. Feelings you know. Ok enough.

So yeah I kinda sat down and watch. Partly because I like Preity Zinta and also since my sisters ask me to watch it. Which I did not regret. Its a damn good movie. I think this might just become my 2nd fav hindi movie. First being "mohabbattein". Shed a few tears in between the movie. Crack a few jokes in between to kinda lighten the mood when it gets too sad. Dont wanna end up with a bunch of tissues in my hands and nose sniffing.

In the spur of the moment sent a few gd nite messages to a few friends out there. Then had a short conversation with a close friend about the movie. Kinda told her that I still had feelings for a certain someone but couldn't have the heart to tell her. My friend told me, she kinda used reverse psychology on me. I dunno if she realise it or not. But I finally realise something. What if tomorrow really never comes and if it does will I regret my decision today.

I dunno if you are reading this or not but hey I gotta say it. I still love you very very much. So much so that I dream about you very night. There isnt a night where I go to sleep without having a single thought about you. I will love you till my dying breath and beyond that. I dont care what others say or think. You only matter to me. I've tried erasing you from my life but everytime I see you again I fall in love all over again. I can't help it. Every day I pray that one day you'll be mine again. It may seem like rubbish here. Typing it all down. It may not hav any meaning to you but it does to me.
He may have you this lifetime but every lifetime, every birth after this you will be mine.

I have nothing else to say except I really do love you...

-blog out-

The next Singapore Idol

Haha You Go Girl!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jurongville Alumni Raya Outing

Hiya just got back from a tiring raya outing with my secondary school friends from Jurongville. Initially I was told about 30 gonna turn up. But only 19 did. Somehow down the line some communication breakdown I guess. So those who turn up are. Zulhakim and Wani, Zulhairey and Zul's sister, Haafizz and Najibah, Fidi and his GF, Farihin and Nadiah, Shazwani and her BF, Rudy and his GF, Rosne, Nurjiah, Hisham, Azrul and Alif.

Farihin had charted a bus for us. First house was my house and last was Zulhakim's. It was fun and I had almost forgot how much fun I had spending time with them. Kinda miss them a lot. To see a whole lot of them At once. Brings back old memories while in secondary schools. Zul and his jokes, Rudy for his wittiness, fizz for mr cool. Fidi the so called "Mat" of the group but in actually fact he's not, Farihin Mr bollywood, Azrul "Chong" and so on and so forth.

It may be a tiring night but its worth it all. Pretty tired so I guess this will be a rather short entry. Gd nite tml class starts at 10am hopefully i can wake up in time.

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