I was like a bat out of hell today,
I was like Spiderman, when he failed to save Gwen Stacy,
I was like Superman being shown kryptonite into your face by Lois Lane,
I was angry, frustrated, sadden, shocked all rolled into one,
I was in pain, suffering.
I don't have a clue what Im writing down.
I need a love that grows
I don't want it unless I know
With each passing hour
Someone somehow
Will be there
Ready to share
A song by Steve Perry the lead singer from the Band JOURNEY. I guess this song pretty sums up wat im feeling now,
"Foolish Heart"
I need a love that's strong
I'm so tired of being alone
But will my lonely heart
Play the part
Of the fool again
Before I begin
Foolish heart
Hear me callin'
Stop before
You start fallin'
Foolish heart
Heed my warnin'
You've been wrong before
Don't be wrong anymore
Feelin' that feelin' again
I'm playin' a game I can't win
Love's knockin' on the door
Of my heart once more
Think I'll let her in
Before I begin
Foolish Heart
Hear me callin'
Stop before
You start fallin'
Foolish heart
Heed my warnin'
You've been wrong before
Don't be wrong anymore
Foolish heart
Foolish, foolish heart
You've been wrong before
Foolish heart
Hear me callin'
Stop before
You start fallin'
Foolish heart
Heed my warnin'
You've been wrong before
Don't be wrong anymore
Foolish heart
Oh foolish, foolish heart
You've been wrong before
Foolish, foolish heart
Foolish heart
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Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Cant think of a title
Thursday 4th May 2006
Met up with an Old friend at Bugis. Had lunch, Caught Mission Impossible 3, which was kinda good. There were definately more stunts than MI1 and MI2 put together, even the twist at the end of the show was worth the 2 hours. After the movie, we head down to esplanade to catch up on old times. From the good old NCC days to now and the future. Poor guy, was dump by his girlfren of 4 years. Well bro if ur reading this, once again i tell you its her lost not yours. I'm having my fair share of problems too and no I wasn't dump too.
Walked around and ended up outside Wisma sat outside a small bar listening to the live band play. Left about 10plus.
Friday 5th May 2006
NOthin much today, went for friday prayers, then went for TKD trainin. Mif and HAiroul not around, pretty pissed off but its ok. Lead the class for warm up. After which I did my own training with Edmund. Then had to teach Ding-na her pattern. Nothin interesting really. Except that I was wondering how she would react to me after what I told her Tuesday night. Nothing's change thank god. Except I was the one who was actually avoiding eye contact at first, just tryin to analyze the situation from afar before actually engaging the subject. So yeah she seems fine, maybe because her bf was there. Oh and yes her bf doesnt seem to show and knowledge of tuesday night so i guess he doesnt know. Its better that way I guess. Nobody knows. Dont want to ruin the beautiful friendship we shared all those years.
Told a few trustworthy friends about my situation, mostly gave me good advises. Thanks guys appreciate it.
Before I go, here's a random quote I found on the net. Just like to share it with my readers
"Friendship is certainly the finest balm for the pangs of disappointed love."
Jane Austen (1775 - 1817), Northanger Abbey
-blog out-
Met up with an Old friend at Bugis. Had lunch, Caught Mission Impossible 3, which was kinda good. There were definately more stunts than MI1 and MI2 put together, even the twist at the end of the show was worth the 2 hours. After the movie, we head down to esplanade to catch up on old times. From the good old NCC days to now and the future. Poor guy, was dump by his girlfren of 4 years. Well bro if ur reading this, once again i tell you its her lost not yours. I'm having my fair share of problems too and no I wasn't dump too.
Walked around and ended up outside Wisma sat outside a small bar listening to the live band play. Left about 10plus.
Friday 5th May 2006
NOthin much today, went for friday prayers, then went for TKD trainin. Mif and HAiroul not around, pretty pissed off but its ok. Lead the class for warm up. After which I did my own training with Edmund. Then had to teach Ding-na her pattern. Nothin interesting really. Except that I was wondering how she would react to me after what I told her Tuesday night. Nothing's change thank god. Except I was the one who was actually avoiding eye contact at first, just tryin to analyze the situation from afar before actually engaging the subject. So yeah she seems fine, maybe because her bf was there. Oh and yes her bf doesnt seem to show and knowledge of tuesday night so i guess he doesnt know. Its better that way I guess. Nobody knows. Dont want to ruin the beautiful friendship we shared all those years.
Told a few trustworthy friends about my situation, mostly gave me good advises. Thanks guys appreciate it.
Before I go, here's a random quote I found on the net. Just like to share it with my readers
"Friendship is certainly the finest balm for the pangs of disappointed love."
Jane Austen (1775 - 1817), Northanger Abbey
-blog out-
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Funny familiar forgotten feelings
A few weeks ago the cousins were in town from london. Miss them loads. Spend a lot of quality time together. As they say a picture says a thousand words, check them out here http://silv3rfox.multiply.com/photos/album/10
Also the SPTKD club held a thank you dinner at Yishun Safra. Once again juz take a look at the pictures here
http://silv3rfox.multiply.com/photos/album/11
I dunno if i did the correct thing last night, by telling her. Can't really sleep last night kept thinkin that I might have made a mistake. But hey I've been harbouring those feelings for a rather loooooooooooooooooong time. Sooner or later they are bound to surface. BUt still I dunno if last night was the right timing. She's havin her own problems and Im startin to get aquinted with another girl. Damn Im so confused.
Somebody help me please......
-blog out-
Also the SPTKD club held a thank you dinner at Yishun Safra. Once again juz take a look at the pictures here
http://silv3rfox.multiply.com/photos/album/11
I dunno if i did the correct thing last night, by telling her. Can't really sleep last night kept thinkin that I might have made a mistake. But hey I've been harbouring those feelings for a rather loooooooooooooooooong time. Sooner or later they are bound to surface. BUt still I dunno if last night was the right timing. She's havin her own problems and Im startin to get aquinted with another girl. Damn Im so confused.
Somebody help me please......
-blog out-
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