The good guy always losses in the end

Heh hello people. Sorry for the long absence. Getting lazy to update. haha

What do you guys think of my heading? It the movies of coz the good guys always win in the end. But in real life that is not always the case. Well the thing is, this is how i feel right now. Being the good guy all and all. I help my friends, give them advices, In short I try to be good ah. But in the end I dont really feel happy. I dunno. Should I? Maybe I should. I mean I did help someone become happy. So I should be right? But why dont I get to feel the satisfaction?

Maybe Its not the right time. Maybe God is collecting all good deeds and saving my rewards for a later time. Maybe God is trying to teach me patience. Maybe God..........

I dunno its all up to god to decide. I just hope that 1 day, I'll get my happiness....

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