Wednesday, March 31, 2004

singapore 1-2 Japan

Singapore 1-2 Japan


Well well well. Kinda unexpected. As much as i hate it, i was expecting more of like a 3 goal margin. But i was hoping for a consolation goal also. And it did came true by INDRA. Wonderful stike. Always knew that he has some star quality. However though im still not that really satisfied with Singapore's performance.

Firstly, their man marking sucks. They always loose their man. The Japs were given to big a space to move around. Players should 1st look where their opponent is 2nd then look at the ball. Just now all eyes were on the ball. None on their opponent. Too many holes and spaces created. Secondly, whats up with Tan Kim Leng tonight? stupid mistakes upon stupid mistakes. That yellow card shouldnt hav came about, if he hadnt kick it away. Stupid right. Then still wanna argue with the ref. Coach Reddy also another gundu. Should hav put in Mohd Nor Ali earlier in the game. Take out Tan Kim Leng. Ahmad Latiff aka Golden Monkey, Wats up with the hair? You cant compete with Inamoto lah you! Then somemore, dont think your soooo skillful coz ur not. I notice 1 particular incident in the Jap's penalty box. Agu had done a wonderful turn to rid the ball from the keeper, Indra tried to get the ball but ii got away and you Ahmad in the open you could hav run and get the ball. Instead you just stand there and look. Yes LOOK. Even if u cant get a shot at least block it. Dont let the japs clear it. At most the ball rebound towards the net. Haiz Singapore still got a lot to improve. If they ever want to take part in the world cup.

Anyway, nonetheles I was very happy that we only lost on a 1 goal margin but it could hav been better if we held them to a draw. Plus we manage to pull 1 back. By our wonderkid Indra.

Aiight, today sch was as usual. Whole body aching cant wake up. Mom force me up and subconciously, i said i didnt want to go to school. Hehe got scolded. But i manage to drag myself out. Drank coffee, was sleepy so my coffee was diluted, added to much water. To my surprise, it didnt work. I was still tired and sleepy. Was thinkin to another cup, but decided not 2. Might turn out disastrous. Its whole day maths again. Breeze through the day. Had wanted to sms "ahem" and wait for her to finish. But my body was too tired to do so. So decided better to go home and rest.

Tml another PBIL. Hopefully, Wei Jie bought and soldered the switch for us. If not we will be stranded tml. Long day tml till 5. Maybe might attend a play, at the Vanda room at 7. If im up to it lah. Depends on the situation tml. Well thats bout it lah. Nothing much to write. ciao

-blog out-

shout

Halo just got back home, showered, ate abit and now waitin for the food to digest then go to sleep. Soooooo damn shagged. Wow today during training, I let out everything. Even Hafiz was scared to talk to me. PMS. Ahak No lah more like S.A.D [Social Anxiety Disorder] LoL plus stress.

Today trainin was taken by Ramesh and yesterday was his birthday. So happy 21st Bdae BATMAN. Warm up, i was like shouting out the counting all the way, Kicking also shout all the way. The four of us Mif, Hafiz, Din and Myself were the main noise makers today. I was extrodinary loud and hyper today. Push my body to the limits. Felt like vomittin at 1 point. But i push on. Head gonna burst coz too much shouting. My Gee was extrodinary wet. Hadnt sweat like this for a long time. Ankle start to hurt too. Looks like im not 100% fit yet. Haiz when sia?

But still it was all worth it man. After training you felt sooo light headed, so carefree, like something hav been lifted up from u. But only for now i guess. Had soooo much fun. After trainin head down to our fav haunt, Clementi Fountain after a visit to 7-11 as usual. Din, Mif, Hafiz, Yum, Hairol, Mesh and Me. Chatted awhile, talk bout the club, made fun of each other and bout personal stuff like relationships and all. Open up to them and they open up to me. Learn more bout them and vice versa. Haiz....

Tomorrow Mesh hav to report back to camp. The rest and I hav school, so ard 11 we move off. Headed home. Din tought me a neat trick in the train. Gonna try it on my sisters. Hehehe. Aiight i guess my stomach is pretty much ok now and im totally whack out. Eyes barely open and body aching. Ciao ppl

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Monday, March 29, 2004

battle

Today was pretty boring. Nothing much happen today. Had DE tutorial than lunch than Project 1. Had finish my melody box. So didnt do anything today. After which i head home. The journey home pretty mundane. Standing still also can fall asleep. Haiz. Upon reaching home, found out only Syarah and Meera were home. Took of my shirt, unbuckle my jeans and flop onto bed. fell asleep. Woke up 30mins later. Mom called to bring in the clothes. So i did. Found Syarah asleep on the couch. So i carried her into the room. Wanted to shower, the toilet lights blew. So had to changed the blub.

Took an extra long shower. By the time I was done, mom had already come home. Saw her bringing in crabs. Wow tonight looks like we're gonna feast.

Yup tonight we gonna hav black pepper crabs. So gonna prepare for battle: OPERATION OCEAN CLAWS.

5 Men vs 16 pairs of claws. The whole dining table had turn into a battleground. Debris all over the place, gravy splash here and there, everyone was so engross attacking the crabs. As i start my assult on my 1st victim. Started of from the legs, then the body, lastly the menacing claws themselves. Well, what would a battle be without injuries right? Haha, Meera had a hard time with the claws, Putri got sting in the eye multiple times and both had their shirt dirty. As for me, i took the necessary precautions, by taking off my shirt, partly because i was sweatin and i didnt want my shirt to get dirty. Everything went smoothly when the last round, i kinda got a deep cut on my right thumb. Was messy, blood and gravy. Ahak. Wash my hands, stop the bleeding and bam back into action.

Had a very satisfying dinner. And here i am updating my blog while rubbing my tummy. Hehehe. Ok lah nothing else to write. Oh yeah heard this song on the radio at RIA 89.7FM. "I Miss you But I Hate you" by Slank. Kinda a cute song LoL.

Aiight ciao.

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Sunday, March 28, 2004

swensens

Hiya ppl, Juz got back home from Swensen's. Today is the 28th of March and its Putri's bdae. Happy badae sis. As usual we had our traditional bdae dinner and again it is held at swensen's. The last time it was during my bdae.

This time i had Lamb Chops, mom had Black pepper spagetthi, Dad had chicken dunno wat?, Meera had breaded chicken, Syarah as usual her Twisty Spagetthi and the bdae gal had crayfish spagetthi. Plus we had a complimentary dish which we ordered the Fish 'N' chips.

After the main course, Syaz was greeted by a bdae song and a free ice cream. Ahak. She was blushing plus after the song the other patrons were sporting enough to clap. Putri didnt really enjoyed tat ice cream coz Syarah dig into it first. Hahaha that girl always like that.

But we had our fair share of ice creams 2. I ordered cookies delight, Meera had forbiden choc and Putri ordered um waffle delight. Syarah had a single scoop chocolate chip ice cream. Haha poor girl. But thats wat happen when u finish up the bdae girl's ice cream. too bad.

Had a fun time but still "it" still lingers ard. Saw alot of couples having dinner at Swensens. Haiz. Nvm. Aiight i think thats bout it ah. till next time ciao

-blog out-

grading

Halo, sorry to all for my attitude in the last entry. Was feelin moody. Actually i am still, but kinda loosen out a bit already all thanks to Hairol, Din and Ramesh. Thanks guys owe u one.

Had my grading today. It went ok but since i was in the right state of mind, i was acting on pure instinct and no thinking. Luckily i did it correctly. Did manage to land a back thrust on Chi Zong's butt for not moving out of the way while i was doing my basic kick. But i kinda lost my bearings after that. Dunno whether the examiner noticed it. Hope not.

Felt even more shitty after the grading. But i guess god must hav been merciful, She sms and asked how my grading was. Gotta admit it was enlighting to get an sms from her. Haiz. And as usual im stupid enuf to say im ok and am buryin myself with work, which is quite true ah. Being the new Team manager, i hav to at least help around. Collect their gradin cards from Sir Robin and givin it out and etc etc..

After grading ended had lunch at Burger King. Being a glutton, i ordered and ate alot. Damn full now, had to go home straight away. The guys wanted to go play pool, i declined. Anyway its Putri's bdae today so the family will be going out today. So had to go home nonetheless. Had a heart to heart talk with Hairol bout you-know-who. Haiz.

Now im home, showered and full and feelin at ease. Hope this feelin last. Till the end of the day tat is, wouldnt want to spoil the family's mood tonight which i had done last night. Last night went to Jurong Point to look for Putri's presents. I was like not talkin and walking on my own the whole day. But i did bout a wallet for Putri. A beach Billabong wallet.

Olrite lah, feelin rather shagged, maybe might take a nap or watch a little VCD, "Ong Bak".
ciao......

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Saturday, March 27, 2004

Sad and guilty

Hi ppl. A lot of good things happening to me but dunno why i feel so sad and guilty.

Suppose to be happy because last night was my TKD annual general meeting where we pick our new committee. I was given the Asst Team Captain / Team Manager post. Which i accept with open arms of course. It was kinda unexpected though. I wasnt that close to the seniors. But am close to my batch and the malay guys. Must thanks them for voting me. Haiz. Gonna miss the seniors. Learn alot from them. Well now its my turn to take over. Will be assiting Din the team captain. Hopefully we could bring the club up.

Woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. I guess. Felt pretty bad this morning. Felt guilty venging my anger towards my cadets. They were not at fault. Sorry guys couldnt help it. Haiz.

Bought kebab today on the way home. Syaz wanted to share. But being my shitty self i decline. Haiz sorry. Let her hav a bite or 2 but was feeling kinda unhappy bout it. Sorry again i cant help it. Im sooooooo not in the mood today.

Arghhhhhh no mood to write sia today. thats it lah

-blog out-

Thursday, March 25, 2004

Another day gone

Halo,

Another typical thursday, But with added spice. Woke up as usual for school, had eggs and Milo for breakfast. Head to school. Kinda msg Liz along the way but she didnt reply. Didnt think much of it. 1st lesson of the day, PEEE. Learn bout sensors, quite an easy topic actually. If only all the other topics where like this, I wouldnt be struggling now. While in lesson, my phone vibrate. It was Liz. So she did reply only late, she was in lecture.

Lesson ended quite early. Head to FC3 for lunch, found out i forgot my lunch money. Looks like i have to skip lunch again today. Upon reaching the FC, found a place to sit and behold who would be sittin 2 tables away. Liz and Shaz. My mates ordered their lunch while I went over and chat with Liz and Shaz. After they left went back to join my mates. After lunch, head to T8 for DE lecture. Reached early so had to sit outside class for lecturer to come. Was sittin listenin to my Muvo, staring at the rain. My mind starts to wonder and who else would i think of? You betcha its Liz [I'll spare the rest thank you]. I kinda fell asleep, coz the next think i know, i was woken up by the shufflings of feet gettin up.

The lecture went fine. Durin the 10mins break, start to feel cold so i unfolded my sleeves and button up my shirt. For a moment there, i looked like Clark Kent. LoL. After lecture had PEEE practical, received our PBIL assignment. Suppose to make a motor turn clockwise and anti-clockwise plus able to control the speed. It was surprisingly easy. Its suppose to be a 3 weeks process but juz now we had solved the varying speed, only left with the turnin directions, which only requires a SPDT switch. With those solves, we hav to write our report. Haiz hate writing those reports. Mostly i would juz crap ard. Gotta ask Munir what he wants to write in the report.

Finish very early at 4, which suppose to be at 5. Sat at T12 and sms Liz telling her im done and am waitin for her. Meet up with her and head home. We dropped at Admiralty and walked Shaz home with Liz 1st before sending Liz home. We took a bus down to her block and had to cross over. It was funny lookin at her reaction, when she saw the car zooming towards us. Well yeah its suppose to be dangerous and it could cause us our lives but i was about to pull her back though if she hadnt notice the car. Well lucky for both of us. Saw her up to the staircase and headed to Woodlands MRT. Fell asleep throughout the whole journey. Was kinda tired. Luckily woke up right when the train pulled into Jurong East. Met Fathli at J.East. Its been awhile i've seen him. Haha it seems he too like me just sent someone home and now on the way home. I was from woodlands and him from Sembawang, the both of us dropped at Boon Lay. Haha same same.

Got home, realised everyone was home already except me. Changed, had dinner and then showered. Now juz finish my AutoCAD and updating my blog. Oh its already 10.15 and AMI is on. gotta run. bye

-blog out-

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

bored

Hi, people. Was bored, am bored and will be bored. Wednesdays is also known as Math day. Coz the whole day its maths, maths, maths. Couldnt wake up this morning too tired but drag myself to the toilet. Cold jets of water streaming down my face, joltin me awake. After changing, still am sleepy so made a cup of coffee. Was instantly awake but the feeling of fatigue is still present.

Head to school. Had to stand, it was crowded. Reached dover a little late, entered class and couldnt concentrate. Mrs Gui was on MC today, again. So no practical and had to do practical with Vampire. Haiz, Listen to Muvo with Munir. Decide today to be malay songs day, listen to only malay songs. Since there are only 2 malays in the class, me and Munir even with the combine class. So no matter what we sang nobody really understood us. Ended at 11 and slack with Munir at FC3, till bout 2. Didnt eat coz found out i forgot to draw money from the teller. The stupid machine at FC5 could only give out $50 notes. Decided not to draw and bought only 2 curry puffs.

Sms Liza, looks like her plan to skip class and watch a movie, with Shaz, Hadi, Yanny and gang isnt gonna happen. So decided to accompany her home but she quickly replied she has drama and might watch the movie with someone else. Haiz, a fruitful wait turns sour. Decided to go home. Was feeling moody all the way home, tired, sleepy. Fell asleep on the train. Was woken up by a group of mentally-disable kids makin noise in the train. Looks like they are going on a field trip or something. The teachers are sure havin a hard time controlling them. Cant help but smile. Reminded me of my aunt and her stories bout the time she tought at Margerat Drive Special school.

Reached Boon Lay and took the long way home. Wanted to take a slow walk home. Forgot my sunglasses so had to squint. Reached home and found out nobody is home. Turn on the PC and check my mail. Mom came home with Syarah. So i showered. Took my time to shower. I made sure I clean everything. Felt refresh after the shower. Went back to the comp. Not many people online, nobody left any comments in my blog. Was bored dunno what to do. Wanted to do my AutoCAD but decided not too. Since im startin to cheer up since this morning, played Total Club Manager. Got bored after awhile. So now here i am updating my blog. Once im done with this, i dunno what to do. Thinkin of smsing Liz but nah later. She might be in the middle of the movie and my sms could hav spoilt the whole show. Haiz. I wonder what movie she's watching. Couldnt help feelin that i could hav join her. Its not like it mattered anyway. Its been awhile, I've really walk and talk with her. Maybe tml.
Yeah tml gonna be another day.

Suppose to go for IMT tml but Mr Goh will be going through our PBIL assignment. Looks like, I hav to M.I.A again. Haiz. Why cant they held all these ranges and IMTs during the weekends? weekdays, the CLTs are damn busy with school, how they suppose to come down and help. Dunno wassup with the system. When i was a wee cadet, all the ranges and imts were durin the weekends. So it was easy. Now? haiya dunno wat to say.

Damn im bored.........

Somebody save me from boredom. Pls.

-blog out-

tired

Tick tock, tick tock, tick tock

Damn tired man today. Started early ard 8 ended quite late at 5. Had 2 test back to back, head couldnt take it. Miraculously i was the only one active in PEEE. Almost every other person around me is nodding off. Wanted to skip that lesson and IT but decided not 2 ah. Heard that Liz had 1 lecture cancel and she skip 1 lecture so a total of 2 lecture miss, ahak lucky gal.

Had fun durin IT. Played ard with Macromedia Flash. After that headed home, was damn tired and sleepy, halfway fell asleep in the train and my Muvo ran out of batt. This time i didnt had any spare batt. Haiz. It was drizzling when i reached Boon Lay. Bus was packed, no umbrella and no windbreaker, walk home in the rain. Haiz.

Got home and flop onto the sofa. Barely 5mins of rest, I was asked to repair my sister's watch. Haiz. Ask mom to fetch my srewdriver set and she told me to get it myself. MY GOD!!! Syaz wasnt any help either, she juz sat there watching TV. Oh man one of these days gotta teach them some "initative". Thats 1 important thing i learnt in NCC, Initative. It saves you lots of trouble also. 10mins past still nobody move, 15mins still nothing. I got fed up and decided to get it myself. Sat down to work in the study room. Was too tired to think, so instead of repairing it i guess i made it worst. Gave up and head to my room to take a nap.

Heard dad came into the room and left, heard Syarah walk in and out talkin to herself, heard Syaz said something to dad bout me being in a bad mood and tired. All this while i was lying there on the bed, eyes close, not botherin to move or wake up. Woke up at 6.55. Freshen up and join mom and dad in front of the tellie. Wanted to use the comp but Syarah beat me to it. Told her after dinner i would like to use it. She said ok.

She finish her dinner 1st, and head straight to the comp. After i was done, told her i wanted to use it, she refused. Argued for awhile. Kinda useless arguing with a small kid. Plus Mom sided her. Haiz sometimes i wonder, She always say we are spoiling Syarah, but in the end it is her who is spoiling her more. Dad wasnt any help either. He just kept quiet. Fed up went to the living room to watch tv, wanted to change channel, Meera snapped saying she wants to watch that channel. Man couldnt things get any worst. Went to my room, close the door, played The Eminem Show LOUDLY and read the newspaper plus some paper work.

All the way till 10pm and nobody bother to check on me. Haiz. Watched Incredible tales and Smallville. Sms Liza in between. After smallville wanted to start my AutoCAD and again the computer is taken. This time Syaz in on it. But lucky this time she's finishing. At last i got the computer to myself. Am doing my AutoCAD now and Liza is also up doing her marketing report. Looks like she is also like me, it seems everyone is to dependant on us. She has to sum up all the other reports into 1. I on the other hand, was busy yesterday with eveyone calling me bout the "Baby Jogger".

Haiz, JVS is havin their sports day soon and they havin a special event for the alumni. Thinkin of joinin the race but not really sure if im 100% fit on that day. My ankle is recoving, should be ok now but everytime after trainin, it seems to be like heatin up, only that part though. Maybe i should stick to light trainin 1st. Haiz i think i rest enuf already better get back to my drawing. aiight ciao guys

-blog out-

Monday, March 22, 2004

Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps

Hi its me again. I forgot to add something. I was listenin to my Muvo, when i happen to listen to this song. I downloaded it just because its in cakes album. Plus its a pretty catchy song and also they use it on the Lee Hwa jewelry advert but it was sang by a different person. I hav nothing to do on the train, since i didnt sent Liz home. Was thinkin bout her. When i happen to listen to the lyrics. Well it kinda suits the predicament im in now. ahak. So juz read it and sing along to the song in the background......


Artist: Cake
Album: Fashion Nugget
Title: Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps


You won't admit you love me
And so
How am I ever
To know
You only tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps
A million times I ask you
And then
I ask you over
Again
You only answer
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps
If you can't make your mind up
We'll never get started
And I don't wanna' wind up
Being parted, broken hearted
So if you really love me
Say yes
But if you don't, dear,


Confess
And please don't tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps
If you can't make your mind up
We'll never get started
And I don't wanna' wind up
Being parted, broken hearted
So if you really love me
Say yes
But if you don't, dear,
Confess
And please don't tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps



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Slow day

Halo, another typical monday. Found out that the most of the school computer system is down because of some virus. Had DE practical but didnt do anything instead Mark Tan, gav us a crash course on decoders and encoders. He let us of early, so we had 3hrs break. Ate lunch discuss abit on the baby jogger. Followed Munir to meet his father. Munir forgot his Admin card and had ask his father to bring it over. After that head to Mr Neo's class another practical. 1 thing i like bout mondays is that, its whole day practical. such fun.

After practical, suppose to hav cadd but because of the virus scare, i tot we didnt hav it but unfortunately, the system wasnt affected so had cadd also and stayed awhile to discuss somemore on the baby jogger. My plans of sendin Liza home was shattered. But unexpectedly, she was still around in sch when i sms her ard 430pm. She's at the library. Hopes of sendin her home came back. Join her at the library, and waited for Shaz to finish class. Meet up with Shaz and found out she was havin problems. So i left the 2 of them to talk things out while i slack behind. Tried to talk to Liza but it looks like she isnt in a gd mood either. So i decided better head home and leave them to straighten things out.

Well didnt get to sent her home today. Haiz nevermind. There's so many days ahead of us. Reached home and adjusted my melody box a little, research a bit on the baby jogger and now updating my blog. Oh yeah Liz called juz now, too apologies. Its ok lah its not your fault. I too would feel unhappy if my bestfriend is unhappy. So now, i hope Shaz is feelin better now and of coz Liz is ok, she sounded chirpy on the phone. Hehe....

aiight thats all for now bye

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Sunday, March 21, 2004

Bored

Hiya peeps, Juz finish watching "A Bug's Life". Kinda a cute show, but its has many hidden lesson we could learnt from.

1st lesson: No matter how small you are, you can do great things. Juz like wat Flick said to little dot. A small seed will turn into a magnificent tree but all it takes are patience, a little sun and rain to help it grow. Although it might take awhile but eventually it does grow into a tree.

2nd lesson: We have strength in numbers. You alone cannot succeed, well maybe can but not all the time. Imagine, ur being attack by bullies, if ur alone you probably concede but if ur in a group, you could retaliate. Juz like the ants facing up to the Grasshoppers.

3rd lesson: As a leader listen to your men's opinions. The princess obviously doenst listen to Flicks suggestions. Be democratic practice freedom of speech. ahak.

4th lesson: Never give up. Flick doesnt give up even though he has fail numerous times. You are bound to succeed if u never give up.

Actually there are more lesson ah but i only point out a few. So guys dont ignore these cartoons. Which by the way contains lots of very good advices. So the nxt time you scan the TV channel lookin for a good movie,and you happen to stumble upon a cartoon, dont ignore it. Spare a little time to watch it. You may never know wat u might learn.

Ahak i got nothing else to write. Just writing crap. Well maybe i'll blog in later. but 4 now ciao

-blog out-

Halo

Halo people, its 2pm in the afternoon. Slept late last night, ard 2am, had to finish up some admin work.
Was asleep when my hp rang, and who would be there to wake me up??? Lizzy!!! Wat a wonderful way to start my day. Well its her sister's engagement today so she's kinda busy, didnt sms for long. Found out she's coming down with fever, told her to rest but she had to help ard. So i told her not to overwork herself.

Got up and showered, watched a little TV, had breakfast. Parents getting ready for a wedding reception. And no its not Liz's sister, its at Taman Jurong. Haha. OK lah tats bout it for today. Will blog in later. And oh yeah added a few links at the side, Friendster, hotmail, and if ur wondering wat the fox is leading to, its the link to my old blog "Silverfox.blog-city.com" aiight. ok bye guys

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Saturday, March 20, 2004

Im bored

OH man im so bored. Today was such a boring day. Spent the whole day tryin to put up this blog, haiz so much work. Html such a killer. But none the less it was fun. Tryin to find out the problem and debugging it.

Helped dad with his work. Family didnt go to sembawang park, since Meera came back late from a fren's birthday party. Saw the time now, its 8-32pm and i juz realise i've not consume and food since i woke up, and the funny thing is i dont feel hungry. Maybe a bit ah, itu pun because, Liz kinda mention that she is eatin Nasi Lemak with Sambal tumis Udang. Man my favorite.

Family watching the Lion king, im here with Liza, chatting, Then the song "can you feel the love tonight" came on. Haiz such a romantic moment. Haha. IM dreaming again. Ahak. OK lah hunger starts to fill me already, gonna find some food. ciao,

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