Monday, May 31, 2004

"Friends Come and Go, But the memories remain"

Yesterday, Fiz had an open house. Kinda a small celebration for completing his Poly education and a step closer to manhood(NS)

Had pattern trainin that morning. Was damn sleepy because the fatigue was still there from the Airborne selection on Saturday. Luckily this time, Sir Elmo is takin us instead of MOFO. After trainin head home to shower. Then at 2 went out again to meet up with Din and Fiz at Jurong East. Had a little miscommunication. I came too early. So was stuck up at the platform for them to come. I guess god must have pitied me and grant me some entertainment. The station was suddenly filled with people and hav i mention pretty girls. Which bring me to sing this song.

"Why do girls suddenly appear? Everytime I am near. Just like You, they long to be close to me"

Haha. Nah just kidding. Was bored thats all. Played with little child too. haha sooo cute. Then Din arrived. Fiz was nowhere to be found. So we waited for him. Din wanted to go off 1st and said we could meet him over at Sembawang. But I insist on waiting. And boy I was right. Fiz did came at last but he called us to come down and take the cab with him. So yeah Me and Din save some money.

The cab driver we had, was an old chinese man. Funny man I tell you. Like to talk. Thru out the whole journey he talked to us. Was talkin bout soccer when he said something bout Fandi marrying Wendy Jacabs. He suggest why dont we play soccer, maybe we could get a british woman. Din, Fiz and Me end up laughing. Then Din ask the driver. European woman good or not. Guess what he said. He said he haven try. But his fren try before and its loose. OH MY GOD.... I burst out man. Here we are 18 yr olds. Well actually im the 18. Din is 17 and Fiz is 20. But still here we are obviously underage and this cad driver is talkin bout *beep* and *beep*(sorry need to be censored coz i hav underage audience coming to my blog. Hahahahaha

Upon reaching Fiz's place am glad to get out of the cab. The conversation's getting out of hand. Anyway, Din and Me we the 1st to arrive. Surprise surprise. Fiz's Mom address me by name. She remembers. Im impress. Din and Me help ourself to the food and played the Xbox. Next Mif and Shah arrived. After them was Some of Fiz'z chinese frens. So I decided to move into Fiz's room. So that he got 1 less person to entertain. Im ok with it. Din join me. While Mif, Shah and the Chinese guys had their turn on the xbox. Din and me had a talk again bout you know who. Well been thinkin bout wat Din said. Maybe I should take a break. But I tell you if i did take a break. I give myself only a week, maybe less. Haiz. Dunno lah. Nvm back to the subject. Bob and his Gf finally arrived. Then out of the blue Eli came 2. Haha. Fiz is all fidgity and excited. I can tell. Am happy for him. His mother also excited. haha. Then join Fiz frens a little outside. Got to know the chinese guys. Nice bunch also. Slowly all start to go home. 1st up Bob and his GF. then it was Eli, then the chn guys. We went home last. Bade Fiz farewell. and off we go home.

Mom and Dad makin a fuss already. And i hate that. Kinda protest though. I know its a sin. But haiz. I dunno lah. Anyway, reach home Dad asleep, Mom in a bad mood. scolding Syarah. I tried to avoid any confrontation and juz kept quiet. Showered and went straight to bed. Cant really sleep. Been thinkin bout wat Din said to me. Haiz nvm. Force myself to sleep.

Today was nothing much. Stayed home the whole day. Oh ya. Fiz needs my help. Gotta run. He confessing to Eli. Will blog in later. So ciao

-blog out-

Saturday, May 29, 2004

I guess I was not meant to Fly.....

Haiz today was the selection for the Airborne coz. And Yup you guess it, I didnt make it. They were looking for the best and I wasnt the best. But i gave my all. I knew i did. Because. I cant hold up my hand for more than 30 seconds. Out of desperation, I force 6 chin ups in 1 minute. That was after 30(I dare say, I did more) push ups. Oh man I was frustrated. The tested kept shouting, "NO COUNT!!! NO COUNT!!! NO COUNT!!!". All because my chest never touch his hand. So i end up doing more than 30 push ups. As for the pull ups, only 2 was counted. Argh. The other 4, wasnt counted because they say my body wasnt straight. F*%$ ah. Complain and out came Major Ah Tee. He ask wats wrong and the 2LT who tested me explain. He took 1 look at me, shook his head and said "Come back next year". What the!!!!! After that comment, I didnt had any mood to run my 2.4km. Although I did manage to clear it under 12mins. I knew I wasnt gonna get selected.

But its ok. I tell myself. Next year is gonna be different. SCLT MUHAMMAD SYAFIQ is gonna come back with a vengence. Do or Die im gonna earn that WINGS. Or rather, maybe its all written by god that Im not suppose to go this year. Maybe next year. GOtta start trainin now.

My junior who came along too didnt get thru. So after the selection, to burn away the frustration, we went to Far East for dinner and then went to play some pool at Cineleisure. OK lah. Had fun. Saw some cute, beautiful and pretty girls. Had fun playin pool. Practice a few trick shots. Didnt really work haha. But nonetheless, we forget our misery. Aye am tired. Arms aching. Tml gotta wake up early for Pattern practice. Our tournament is in 2 weeks time, so gotta prepare. I hope this time I win something. Not like in IVP. Then later in the Evenin gonna head down to Hafiz's house for some food and games. Haha like funfair. Anyway till next time. ciao

-blog out-

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

~~RESULTS~~

The results are out. The results are out. and I...............(drum rolls) I passed all modules. Wahahahahahah.

I would like to thank God for answering my prayers, My Mom and Dad for their constant nagging and support. My sisters for being my sisters haha. My friends for being there to help me study and push me. Ahahaha like winnin an Oscar like that.

Anyway. Really ah thanks to Munir, Fiz and Mif for helping me ah. Without them I dont think I would have passed. So yeah am promoted to year 2. So now im offically in 2nd year. No more a freshman, no longer year 1 and no more 1.5 or even 1.8 haha.

But still am curious what grade I got. All i know is I got 1 distinction that is for "Project 1". The grades will be release on 28 May this Friday. Am hoping for at least C and above. But considering my performance throughout the year, E wouldnt be a surprise. But still the main thing is I PASS. That sets the mood for the day. Sms around asking my compatriots how they doing. All did pretty well. Im the midst of happiness accidently sms her. Only to realise that she had lost her phone. haha. Attended the Spec Course Briefing today. Didnt see my school in the list, nvm. But got some girls schools. Haha. Yusoff Ishak, Cresent, Kranji and River Valley Girls unit. Haha ok lah. Not bad. Hey come on snap out of it. They only in sec 3. Was given the PC post (Platoon Commander) Ok lah am happy with it. Better than being RP (Ration party) and Admin.

Was on the way home. Hitch a ride in Hong Kah Sec school bus. Was tired and started to fall asleep. Then out of the blue she sms. Was surprise at first. But am happy. Its been awhile since I saw that name appear on my screen. Reached home to receive shockin news. A sec 1 boy from Boon Lay sec was knocked down by a van in front of my flat bus stop. It seems the boy had dashed across the road to chase the bus. But was instead knock down by an incoming van. He died instantly poor boy only in sec 1. Then it seems my sister Meera saw the accident. She was in the bus that the boy had wanted to chase. She said she heard braking sounds and a loud thud. When she alighted, she saw the body. Ewwww gross. Thankfully and hopefully she's not traumatised by the sight. She looks fine. Syaz my other sis also saw the body. Mom too did. Dad heard the news and kinda panic. Rush home to find out everyone was ok. Haha ok who wouldnt. Man it happen right at our bus stop. Who wouldnt panic?

But still my condolences to the boy's family. NOw lets take this as a lesson we could learnt from. Always use the zebra crossing. Never cross infront of a vehicle, cross behind it. Just be careful whenever u cross the road. So ok thats bout it for today. ciao

take care and once again to all who pass, congratulations. To those who didnt make it, Its ok. Just suck it up and stand tall. Try again.

-blog out-

Monday, May 24, 2004

The 3 Amigos

Another week begins. Woke up feelin rather cold dunno why. Showered and fetch Syarah home from school. She was havin some mass dance or somthing and all the kindergarten kids were like dancing at the open space beside their classes. Kinda cute. The teacher also cute haha. She trying to coordinate the kids and the kids being kids arent dancing according to their teacher. They dance to their own liking haha very cute.

After fetching her, went to Jurongville for awhile to drop off some documents then head to meet Din at Jurong East. Then to Bugis to collect his Dvd player. Fiz join us. Soon we are havin lunch at Eu tong Seng street. The auntie was funny today. She sat us next to 3 girls. Three nice lookin girls tat is. They were talking happily to the auntie. We on the other hand were admiring them haha. Soon they left and out of cheekiness i shouted out bye. Instead of them answering, the auntie answered. Haha. Then she came over to our table and said. "How come you all never talk to the girls? I let you all sit here, so good". We just laugh and carry on eating our fried fish soup.

The place to redemn Din's Dvd is just across the road. So it was very convient. After collecting the Dvd, we head down to Plaza Singapura. Window shop and stop at a bookstore. Browse thru some books. All kinds of books i mean. From children books to books mean for mature readers. Had fun really. read till we are hungry. Since we are tight on cash, we ate budgetly. Bought Bread, some chocolate spreads and milk. Ate at Istana park. Hang out and did some stunts. Like jumping sidekicks and cartwheels over the benches. Then some group of ppl most probably students came and made a lot of noise. So we decided to call it a day and head home, anyway Dad called so it means time to go home.

Head home. Feeling tired, fell asleep in the bus. Drop at jurong east to take 99. So the whole journey i slept. So now here i am updating my blog after showering that is. Aye thats all for now. Ciao and oh yeah by the way added new pics so check it out under mypicgallery link below.


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Sunday, May 23, 2004

Another phlegmatic Sunday

Haiz, halo people, woke up this and guess what I cut myself while shaving. Damn its the 1st time. And it stings man. Juz like a papercut. Cant open my mouth wide. And eating is a strain. Oh well. Gotta deal with it.

Went out for lunch at West Coast with family. Had Indian Rojak, Shared fried rice with Syarah and Shared Kachang Pool with mom. Laugh alot. Joke around with family. and my mouth hurt after that plus it kinda force the wound to bleed again. After lunch head to my grandmother's house to clean it up since she coming back next week from London.

After which we head to JP to get my hair cut and my contacts. It will be ready in bout 2 weeks time. Dad got a pair of sandals. Syarah was bugging to go to Popular to buy books. So we head there. I wanted to get books about Greek Myths and Legends exspecially on Troy but couldnt find any. So left empty handed.

Had dinner at banquet. Syarah kinda tied her hair back and had strends to hair streamin down the front of her face. She kinda look very familiar a lot like you know who. Dunno why ah. But Syarah was a bit plump. But the features and the hair all seem to similar. Kept staring until she said "WHAT?" I juz laugh. Said she look like a friend of mind. She laugh and continued eating her ice kachang. After dinner head home. Hah another phlegmatic Sunday. So yeah thats bout it. ciao

P.S
Oh yeah sorry to hear that you lost your phone too Fiz. First it was her then now its Fiz. Who's next???

-blog out-

Saturday, May 22, 2004

What goes around comes around

Haloooo. Yesterday was friday, plan to follow Din to redem his Dvd player at Bugis. But he forgot to bring along the redemption letter. So we changed plans. Stopped at Sembawang and head to Hafiz house. Plan to spent some time there before TKD training. Went to Naval Base Mosque for our friday prayers. Upon reaching the mosque I was awe at the beauty of the interior or the mosque. Even the place where we took our obulation(is that how u spell it?) was aesthetically pleasing.

After prayers went back to Fiz's house, ate a little and played the whole time we were there. As usual its either Ninja Gaiden or WWE Raw 2. After playing, we head to school. Had a meeting for awhile with the committee. Then after which trainin commence. Trainin was really tiring today. I was soaking wet in sweat. I feel like i juz came out of the shower. In fact everyone felt like it rained heavily in FC5. Did a little sparing but i had to drop out. Someone backtrack and slam his foot onto my toes. For a moment i couldnt move them. Sir Vince saw the clash and laugh out loud. Haha gotta admit it was a funny scene but still, hurt by the pain and a little humiliation. But im ok. A little humour doesnt hurt. After trainin head to our watering hole. Ate drank and had our usual brother talk. Then headed home. Watched Scary Movie 3 before sleepin. Was tempted to sms but realise she lost her hp. Wanted to call but decided not too.

Woke up this morning pretty late. Was sore due to last night trainin. Didnt go for NCC. Had lunch, watch a little TV. Mom went to religious class. At home with Dad and sisters. All watchin the Tellie. Im here in front of the comp. LIstening to HAmmerfall's "Glory to the Brave" which reminded me, this song would surely suited for the movie Troy. here are the lyrics enjoy. meanwhile i'll take my leave and be back later. ciao


Artist: Hammerfall
Album: Glory To The Brave
Title: Glory To The Brave


Snow is falling down on this glorious land
Colours fading, turning into white again
To fallen heroes angels sing, they cry their winter tears
Endless mourning days will turn to years


So this is goodbye, i take leave of you and
Spread your wings and you will fly away now, fly away
Now


Nothing on earth stays forever
But none of your deeds were in vain
Deep in our hearts you will live again
You're gone to the home of the brave


Every solemn moment i will treasure inside
Even though it's hard to understand
T hat a silent wind can blow the candle out
Taking everything leaving the pain far behind


You call out my name, but your voice is fading
Into the wind, embraced, you'll fly away now, fly away
Now


Nothing on earth stays forever


But none of your deeds were in vain
Deep in our hearts you will live again
You're gone to the home of the brave


My eyes are closed i feel you're faraway ( so close )
Far beyond that shining star
I know you'll find what you've been fighting for
Far beyond that shining star


Down on bended knee i pray, bring courage to these souls
Make'em live forever in the heart of the bold
So i say farewell my friends, i hope we'll meet again
When time has come to fall from grace


So this is goodbye, i take leave of you and
Spread your wings and you will fly away now, fly away
Now


Nothing on earth stays forever
But none of your deeds were in vain
Deep in our hearts you will live again
You're gone to the home of the brave

Thursday, May 20, 2004

Positive Thinking Makes the World Go Round

Walau this week had been like a roller coaster ride man. The Good, The Bad and The Ugly all come out. Haha. Ok first up, my best friend meet an old crush of mine at Jurong Point. This Girl, I shant disclose any Names, We had a short fling lah during sec school. But as usual the ending she went with another guy. So ok that was a brief history. So yes my bestfren saw her. Talked a bit. It seems she grown much more beautiful from my fren's point of view. But it seems she has only grown beautiful on the outside NOT THE INSIDE. My fren ask her bout me, and guess what she said? "Syafiq? entah lah dier tak berbual. Anyway he looks like a nerd" WAHAHAHAHA. Well the first time i hear that I went Ballistic. Ok lah maybe im a bit nerdy ah. But i cant help it. its my nature and this is how god made me so be it. Was pretty angry ah. This girl who hasnt seen me for like what 2 years, and says that im a nerd. AHAHAHA. Then that night I had a dream. It was me and that girl, I was like smart and all dress up, kinda like a rich person ah. It seems I was very successful ah in life, and she, average kind ah. So yeah in the dream, she was like trying to flirt with me and I remembered those words she say bout me being a nerd, So I told her off in my dream. Haha. Woke up that morning feeling great. Being a nerd isnt that bad after all. I get rich and successful. Anyway I should thank her too, so now I know that i look nerdy, maybe i could change my image abit. Maybe. So yeah POsitive thinking kicking in. Am glad that im born above average. So its Syafiq 1 Stupid Girl 0.........

Next, that afternoon, Dad got free tickets to watch Troy. So i went with him. It was a great show. All the greek legends. Prince Hector the great Leader, Archilles the great warrior, Prince Paris the Coward haha. Helen of Troy... So yeah is you are an avid fan of the greek Myth i guess you'll recognise all these names. It was one of the best movies i've ever seen. The war tactics displayed by the Trojans we superb. Archilles one on one combat was a force not to be reckon with. But for every hero there must be a villian. There was the king of Kings i for got his name, then they is the evil side of Archilles and also the coward Prince Paris. Well ok like the story, all the heroes die in the end so i pretty much know the ending before the show. So my recommendation. 4 popcorns. Bu pls be advice dont bring in small kids. Preferbly i would rate the movie as M18. Because got some unwanted "ahem" scenes

Then had a great time with my father. After the show had dinner. then went home. During the movie I switch off my phone. Turn it on and 2 sms came in. Din asking to go out and another from Shaz saying Liz lost her hp. So yeah, got home, was debating to call her or not. Showered 1st and pluck up the courage to dial. Its been awhile, I've talk to her considering our relationship now, I was scared of her reaction towards my call. As expected, she was kinda frustrated bout it. But tried my best to compose myself and calm her down. It went ok, I was being very careful with my words. But thankful it went ok. Lasted for an hour. Am glad it turn out well. Haiz. Was sweating. So ok lah thats bout it lah for last night. Ciao people

-blog out-

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

Training

Slept at 4 the night before and fell asleep on living room sofa. Told Mum the night before to wake me up at before she sent Syarah to school. I figured i heard her voice wwaking me up. But I ignore it and went back to sleep. AHahaha. Woke up and panic, suppose to meet Fiz at Lakeside MRT at 12. Time check 0945. Fuhh. Was relieve. Showered, ate cereals then played a little Xbox before meeting Fiz. 1130 move off.

Mett up with Fiz and headed to Din's house. At last the Xbox has return to its rightful owner. Felt a little sad, the past 2 days of having that thing has been so fun. Nvm sooon I will get 1 myself. Played till about 6. And we head off to our TKD trainin.

Trainin was ok. The bad muscle was still there. Damn piss man, couldnt do a proper turning kick. Din was feelin too well, so i end up partnering Sir Robin. Wow to have the Sensei to partner you its an honor. He gave me tips very good tips to improve my kicks and I think my backthrust and Sidekick are improving.

After trainin, went to our usual watering hole. Drank and sat for awhile while talkin bout the usual stuffs. Watching the stars. It was a very peaceful night so i tot it wouldnt hurt to msg her. I guess it was a wrong move. She wasnt it such a good mood. Haiz. Well wat to do. I put myself into this mess. Now i gotta find a way to turn the tide.

Reached home, showered, ate a little and went online. Saw her, nah dont bother. chatted with Nadya, Fiz and Farihin. Exchange some songs, surf about games and then its off to sleep for me. Haiz nite people. ciao

-blog out-

Monday, May 17, 2004

Boys Day Out

YO Sunday is finally here. Can't sleep the night before. Woke up pretty early. Got myself ready. PLan to fetch them. But was having problem with the SCV box. So sorry guys you had to come over by urself. Not such a gracious host. Nvm at least you guys didnt get lost. So yeah. Fix Din's xbox into my big screen tv. And we hav a hellofagood time. PLayed WWE RAW then try out Ninja Gaiden one by one since we are lacking in 2 player games. But we cope well. Mom and Dad were nice enuf to leave us alone and cook of my frens. The guys really enjoyed themselves. We watched Jackass the Movie also. HAha hilarious.

Then after Asar prayers we move out to Kallang to watch The Sultan of Selangor's Cup. Din left his xbox at my house coz it was too bulky to bring over to kallang. So yeah Im gonna have fun On Monday. Hahaha. Reached Kallang late. Match had commence. it was 2 all when we went in we missed 4 goals damn. But at least we came before the half time whistle. Then Fiz cuz join us haha another Syafiq. The match was fantasic. All the veteran's came to play. Singapore Veretan Vs Selangor's Veretan. All the old stars were there. Quah Kim Song, David Lee, Fandi, Malik Awab, Sundram, Dollah Salleh and lots more. It was like wow. I feel like I was transported back to the time of the Malaysian cup. Can still remember those days. I was only in primary school. I would ride the train to Tanjong Pagar to meet my dad at his office. Then from there we would head to Kallang to watch the game. 1 perticular game i still remember was when Singapore trashed Brunei 8 nil or was it 9 nil. Nah the scores dont bother but it was a wonderful game. Fandi and Abbas each had a Hat-trick. It was wonderful, the atmosphere at the Stadium was magic. Every inch of the stadium was filled. Not even an ant can squeeze in. Those were the days. Yesterday was no less. Except the stadium wasnt that really filled. But the familiar sounds were there. The drums, the air horns the constant cheering and jeering. Plus flags of each country being flown. And the all time favorite, The Kallang Wave lives agains. It was magic. Although the game ended with a draw and we lost to penalties, It was good to see all the old faces again. They were the ones who made the Singapore dream. Now it is no more. Singapore Soccer Fever has died down. after the veretan's match was the S-league all star match with the Selangor MPPJ team. Again it ended with a draw but they annouced join champion. It was disapointment. We needed a winner but they choose to share the throphy. Now that the problem with Soccer nowadays. They dont hav the will to fight to find the winner. They rather share. It not like sharing is a bad thing. But sometimes there is a need for a winner to arise. Well I dunno lah whats happening with the soccer federation now.

After the game, we walked to City Hall MRT. Walked along Marina Promenade. Walk along the river. It was cooling. It was nice. It was Heaven. Haha not excatly heaven lah. We had to walk along tall grasses. Among trees more like jungle trekking. Haha. Oh yeah did i meantion i almost got killed. Haha wanted to dashed across the road but saw a bike coming and i kinda stop in the middle of the road. waiting for it to pass. PLus behing the bike, cars were coming in fast. Not mention it was a highway. So either way the odds were against me. But i kept my cool. let the bike past and then i ran across. zooomm the car when by. Din was shouting at me. "Crazy ah" I just laugh. Dunno whats wrong with me anyway. HAhaha. Must have been the weather. Or maybe something else......

Drop by Carrefour for drinks. Then we walked to Suntec, thru City link mall all the way to City Hall MRT. was pretty hot and sweaty by it all. But didnt care. Was glad on my way home at last. Reached home. Showered. And guess what. I didnt sleep. Turn on Din's Xbox and i had a marathon. Slept at 4. HAha. Woke up at 3 this afternoon. And continue playing somemore. Crazy. Ahahaha. I guess I hav been crazy for the past few days. Just discuss with Fiz. Planning to shot a video. A martial Arts video that is. Us doing stunts. Gonna start planning tml. Fiz got the cam. I can video edit. PLus the stars. Me, Fiz, Mif, Din, Ramesh, Hairul, Yum and maybe Sops. The more the merrier. But it doenst really matter. All we need are stunts. And we are game..... So ok im gonna switch to the xbox now. bye

-blog out-

Ass kicked (14 May 2004)

TKD training today. Didnt go to the booth today. Was kinda lazy plus it wasnt my duty day so ok. Yup. trainin's gonna be a something today. Heard there will be sparing. PLus Zhen Ming has been dying to spar with me since like forever. So ok got myself ready mentally. Been going thru all the kicks, stances and stuffs i can do. So ok was pretty jumpy thinking i would be sparring. Since its gonna be my 2nd time only. My first ending prematurely as my opponent (Jerrich) hurt his shin. So yeah plus Zhen Ming is kinda good. Seen his kicks. POwer man.

Training starts. Expected to see some year ones coming but was disapointed. Only 2 came. Argh nvm. As for the senoirs well the ratio of black belts to us color belts was 1 to 1. Haiz so little man power. Didnt do much though. Practice patterns then did some kickings train by Sir Anthony. Then came the sparring. So yeah Spar with Zhen Ming. I was stunned. I couldnt move. I was like a sandbag damn it. I dunno why. Partly maybe becoz my right leg wasnt responding. The muscle was tense. So i guess i failed badly there. But after while, i kinda get the momentum. Maybe becoz i was shock to do anything. I need time to adjust myself. Halfway thru Edmund shouted out, he wanted to spar with me. I groan oh man. Im damn tired so shagged and i still hav i more guy to go. NOw i know how those fighters feel during ivp. So yeah was desperate to end the match early so i told William who was refereeing the bout, this 1 last round. So ok. Gave it my best shot and bam i gave one backthrust into Zhen Ming's "u know where". Damn i was pissed. My backthrust was too low. Then guilt came over me. Rush over to ZM ans ask if he is ok. Was feeling really guilty man.

So yeah ZM is ok. Then i had to get ready to face my next opponent. Edmund. NOw this guy is a promissing fellow. President, finish NS, been getting doubles during grading. What more can he ask for. So i was kinda scared. Was more on the defensive side. But somehow rather i seem to fare better with Edmund than with ZH. I was yeah moving all over the place. I was actually sparring. Then i happen to do what i had intended to do. Doubles plus i end it with a backthrust. And i did it. PLus i scored. Yahooo. So yeah ended early. Coz i was outta breath was lacking in stamina. Damn. Nvm. But nonetheless. i did spar. So ok.

After trainin went to Clementi our fav hangout. Meet up with Din at the fountain. We slack ard. talk bout stuffs. guy stuffs you know. Then about "her", fiz prob with "ehem" and each of our own personal problems ah. So yeah we let everything out. Then organise our Bachelor party at my house. Which is gonna be held this Sunday. Din's gonna bring his xbox over. After playing we gonna head to the stadium for soccer match. So yeah plan everything. Then after which we head home. Pretty much excited fo this coming sunday. So I hope i can sleep early. haha ciao.

-blog out-

Friday, May 14, 2004

Another day at the booth

Well woke up late again. Damn gotta kick that habit. Promise Edmund I would be early to open the club house for Hairul and Aizzad. But luckily they came later than me. Haha. Olrite so another day at the TKD booth starts again. Was there yesterday and today. The day before was kinda ok. Me, Edmund, Jimmy and 1 more guy was there to "sell" TKD manage to get 43 names on the list but not all are potentially interested. To tell you the truth no matter how good your presuasion skills are at gettin people to sign, in the end you'll only lose out. Its they who chooses to come or not. I rather not argue with the President so I just go with the flow. If a person is genuinely interested he/she will come willingly. And thats what we did today. Yes Me, Hairul, Aizzad, Hafiz and yes Farihin. Well here may not be a TKD member but yeah he help in getting people to sign up for our club. Kinda like a freelance. Well at last after getting to know this particular girl, Lina for about a year, I got to see her face to face. She's in Silat and yeah got to talk to her. Farihin seems genuinely interested in her so I kinda left them to be alone and i concentrated on my work. That was in Wednesday. That night, she msg me in msn asking why i hadnt talk to her. So ok she noticed. I tot she was engross in talking with Farihin. Well ok gave an excuse that im not much of a talker and I promise i would talk to her the next day. But in actual fact, i didnt lie. It is true that im not much of a talker. Only to those whom i turst and know that I open myself to. So ok back to today's event. We manage to get only about 17-20 names but i can tell you these are willing interested people. 90% if not 100% will turn up. I bet my life on it. I thing i learn in getting people to join your club or organisation, you need people who are genuinely interested. No use in getting someone who has potential in being the next Bruce Lee or Jackie Chan if he doesnt have the heart to come for every training. Been thru this in so many aspects, NCC, Prefect, camps and etc. I have experience this so many times, yet I still see people doing the same mistakes over and over again. Why are humans born stubborn? They say We look for quality not quantity but they never practice what they preach. Yet they think that havin a list full of names is like wah the best there is. But the truth is, Only 50% will turn up. Olrite enough rambling bout the booth.

Next yeah she was there today, back from her chalet. Well should be happy bout it. Didnt realise she had arrived until she msg bout couldnt finish her fries. So yeah accepted it. And in return for her kindness and consideration, kinda blanja her a choc sundae. So yeah the guys were teasing me. So what. Like i've said earlier and i will say it again. As much as i hate it she's juz a fren. Well at least the tension between us has died down a bit. But somehow its different now. They way we talk to each other. Yeah its not what i expected but what can i do? Juz Let It Burn..........
OK enuf bout her, she hates it if i talk too much bout her.

Ended at 5 again. Pack up and went to return the stuff to the clubhouse then had to rush back T1a44 for the debrief only to find out it was juz a whole load of crap. Parted ways with Fiz and when to Dover to meet up with Hairul. Was suffering a slight headache and was rubbing the bone between my eyes when I kinda saw her standing there on the platform. Close my eyes for awhile for the pain to subside. When I open them again she was gone. Thinkin that she might had move behind the pillar, I moved to an angle where i could see. Nope she isnt there. Left , right none gone. Must have been my imagination or maybe because of the headache. Was in the train, Hairul ask why im so moody, then Fiz sms asking why also. Couldnt really lie or hide. Looks like im not a good actor. I kept quiet. Fiz sent more and more sms. Thanks bro. Didnt really know that you guys think so highly of me. I dunno what to say. Thank you? no thank you isnt enuf. One day I will repay you guys back I promise.

Well i guess thats basically it. Except on the way home met Addam at the fitness park did some pull ups with him. And then when home. Watch Tv, almost miss the O.C. was kinda tired but manage to stay awake. So aiight thats it god bless ciao

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Thursday, May 13, 2004

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Fucking Blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Let it burn! Let it burn! Let it Burn!

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Wednesday, May 12, 2004

Back to training

Well Tkd training starts today after the long break. When out early today with Hafiz. When to Bugis for lunch. Then we went to Suntec. Walk walk around. PLayed a little Xbox at HArvey Norman. Then Walk walk somemore was kinda boring ah. Nothing much to do only the 2 of us. Just walk around see girls but we had a nice talk ah about stuffs. About our personal lives and lots of others. We seem to kinda share something in common ah. Somehow Me and Hafiz can click ah. Im not gay or anything ah. But seems like a brother to me. Since im the eldest in my family. I dunno how it feels to hav someone older to look up to. Well thanks Fiz.

Then we stop at MPH at City Link mall for rest and some reading. Haha. Boy we had nothing to do. We played "Who Wants To Be A Millionaire" Haha neither of us got the Million ah individually. But combine, we manage to get it. So if its a pair game then maybe we could be millionaires ah Fiz Amaciam? u game? haha. Anyway there was 1 question which is the 1 million question that it, was damn shockin to me. Well here it goes, "In Indonesia the "songkok" is a what?" A:Shoe B:Hat C:Shirt D:Gloves. Ahahaha well maybe not everyone knows this ah. But i tell you guys a "Songkok" id the malay traditional hat. Which we usually use during praying. So if you guys happen to read this and enter who wants to be a millionaire and they ask you that questions. You better give me 40% of your winnings haha.

So ok lah after hanging out till around 6, we head to school for trainin. Trainin was as usual, Mif join us after his ITP. Had fun. Since its been awhile we trained. Didnt do much kicking but what the hell I miss TKD. After training, showered and had a merry time with Mif, Fiz, William, Jason and 1 more guy whom i dunno his name. Haha. Nah we didnt do anything gayish. but we made lots of noise. After changing wanted to go to Clementi for our usual drinks, but i found out my dad had been waiting to pick me up since 930. So yeah didnt join my bros so instead had dinner with my dad. Had a nice chat with him while eating. About his past and such. Kinda like a father-son bond. So just reached home. Watch Smallville then chatted with who else haha and Fiz. Had a nice time today. OK lah nothing much to write ah but im gonna leave you with 2 poems. ciao gd nite


cause i wonder where u are, and i wonder wat u do.
are u somewhere feeling lonely or is someone loving you.
tell me how to win ur heart for i havent got a clue.
but let me start by saying i love u



and


cincin intan bunga selaseh,
mari dipakai waktu petang.
kenapa puan tak mau berkasih,
adakah orang akan melarang?



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Monday, May 10, 2004

Let it burn

A friend of mine recommended me this song. He told me to listen to the lyrics. Well its kinda true. Well it applys to most of us actually. So I dunno if Im gonna do it? Well all I know is that I want to try again and again and again and again till I dunno. So if you are reading this you know who you are. You should listen to this song and take note of the lyrics.....Baby let it burn......

Artist: Usher
Album: Confessions
Title: Burn




[Intro]
I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back


Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know its best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Bridge]
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

[Breakdown]
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Weird Dream

Well yesterday was Mother's Day. The day before My sisters and me when to Jurong Point and Gek Poh to look for Mom some presents. Got for her 2 head scarf and 2 bollywood vcds. So yesterday morning gave them to her. Then I cooked lunch for everyone. It wasn't much just Bee Hoon Hong Kong and Kuay teow Hong Kong. My cuz came over to study with my sis. So had to cook 1 more extra dish. Its ok I was having fun anyway cooking away. Haha it may seem weird that I can cook. A lot of people dunno that. But hey its survival man. You may never know when u might need the skills. So ok after which let mom have her way the whole day wouldnt wanna disturb her. So i practically stayed in the study room glued to the computer the whole day. Chatted with her. I actually chatted. Haha its been awhile, so where it was kinda refreshing.

Watched "50 First Dates" again. Second time around and it still cracks me up. Then had to get ready to go out for Dinner. When to Noorlin with my cuz's family. Then meet with another cousin at the restaurant. So there was 3 families at the restautrant and we ain't a small family either. My family consists of 6 members, my cuz 7 and my another cuz 5. So total there were 15 family members. Haha. Since it was Mother's Day Noorlin had a promotion. All mother's get a free Batik cloth. And as entertainment they hired a local comedian, Ali to entertain us while eating. It was great fun. He did impersonations of stars, sang songs, played games gave out prizes. Dinner came, we had fish, crabs, prawns, squid, veggies and tom yam well basically it was Seafood. Really enjoyed myself that night. Plus Mom was smiling laughing away so its good. She's the star of the night.

Reached home around 11 plus. Was too tired to turn on the comp but I couldn't sleep. My mind was thinking, missing a particular someone, I wouldnt wanna mention her name you guys probably know who. Plus she might be reading this. Its not like I can hide it anyway. So I watched some vcds. Plan to watch only 1 show but after it i still couldnt sleep. Sms Hafiz, talked for awhile and thanks for the advice bro. Toss and turn and couldnt sleep. So I watched another vcd. Slept at 4.

Now this is where the title comes to play. I had a very weird dream. It consist of me, her and a whole lot of our friends. It seems we had an outing. We were all walking down Orchard. Laughing away talking loudly as if we owned the place. The weird thing is she ain't talking to me in the dream, its as if she's avoiding me. She was with Shaz and her frens all. I was with Hafiz and the rest of the tkd bros. Then it happen, we were bout to cross the road and this stupid car was like speeding round the bend the driver kinda lost control and was heading towards her. With that split second, I jump right in between then, push her aside and Bam i was hit. Broke my arms and some ribs and landed in a coma. Was rush to the hospital. Mom, Dad and my sis were there. But the most surprising thing is she's there, next to my hospital bed tears in her eyes and holding onto my hand. She was whispering something in my ear but i couldnt make it out. The next thing i know my mom was like shouting at me. "Eh dah pukul 4 budak ni masih belum bangun Masya' allah". Translation "It already 4 and this boy hasnt woken up, Oh my god". So yeah I woke up without knowing the ending of the dream and god knows what the hell she whispered into my ear.

So yeah. Its been 2 hrs since i woke up. Its 6pm now. Havin a little headache now. Probably for sleeping late and wakingup late 2. Haiz so aiight thats all for now. ciao bye and watta weird dream......

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Saturday, May 08, 2004

Dr Gabriel Van Helsing

Today was my last paper and that marks the end of my 1st year in poly. So wanted to celebrate. Thinking of an overnight at East Coast with Mif and Fiz but due to some certain curcumstances I had to pull out.

So yeah after the paper headed home after my prayers. Took a shower and change before going out. Whine, plead and beg my parents to allow me to overnight but all i got was "No it is not time yet" damn. So now u know why i had to pull out. So ok had to settled for the movie. Van Helsing. Even that was kinda a big fuss. Dad wanted me to be home by dinner. Well had a heart to heart talk or rather we smsed with each other. Tried to find ways to reason him out. But alas to no avail but I manage to get him to agree to let me stay after dinner. Feel like an 8 year old. Haiz. Some people are just not born lucky I guess to get the kind of freedom others get. Dad told me not to compare between me and Mif and Fiz. Mainly they were older. Had to agree with that. Wanted to bring up the subject of those ard my age like Din, my sec school buddies even a significant other which by the way is a girl, gets much more freedom. I thought being a boy has its advantages but I guess Im treated not much better than a girl. Haiz what to do, if you hav overprotective parents.

Well ok head to Cineleisure after meeting up with Mif and Fiz. Yeah its a trio. It seems our strength have been decreasing in numbers. Din had to work, Usop work, Bob pulled out because of some "family" thing and Ramesh is away serving the nation. Anyway soon Mif too has to go for his attachment next Monday, which leaves me and Fiz. Training just the two of us.
After we got our tickets, head for an early dinner at the PUB building nearby. Time check and we still had lots of time before 7pm. So we head to Heereen for some sight-seeing. I wouldnt want to call it window shopping because basically we aint. So sight-seeing is a much better term. Soon it was almost 7 so we rush back down to Cineleisure. Got in and settle down.

Van Helsing


A hellofagood show. Wonderful cast, great storyline and a spectacular ending. Not exactly spectacular because I didnt really agree with certain parts of the ending. But somehow the show kinda reminded be of certain movies. For example the begining of the movie, they potrayed Van's image somewhat like a secret agent, ala James Bond? With the Pope acting like Q and Carl like M in James Bond films. With the secret doorway behind the confession booth and all those gadgets, you swear that you're watching James Bond battling Vampires instead of world domination. There is also a line said by Van which somehow rather seems all too familiar, "I only ask 2 questions. What are we dealing with? and HOw to kill them?". Sounds familiar? Only if you had watch Hellboy. Remember now? haha. Another example is the eggs of the Vampires hangging by the dozens around the room. Googy, icky, sticky round shape eggs. Plus the rushing though of electricity to jolt them alive. Looks like a scene from "The Matrix" or you rather prefer "Aliens".
Although I enjoyed myself tremendously, I cant help noticing those replicas. Maybe movie directors nowadays lack originality. I hope they make better movies next time.

So after the show, Mif, Fiz and I headed to Raffles MRT to pick up a lady fren of Fiz, Eli. It seems the guys wont be alone then tonight. Actually I could have gone home but wanted to take a peek at this lady, whom has captivated my bro Hafiz's heart. She looks sweet. Not bad really. 21 yrs of age. Kindergarten teacher. No wonder Fiz is all over her. Wish you all the best Fiz hope you will manage to keep this 1. After they left, Its my turn to head home.

Tired, happy but somehow not really satisfied. Aye anyway enjoy myself today. I think i wanna sleep liao lets just stop here. ciao people

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Friday, May 07, 2004

Miss you, Miss you Not. That is the Question

Haiz, Yesterday was suppose to be, well a good day for me but somehow rather i wasnt in the mood. As usual when to school to study with Mif, Fiz and Gang. With the addition of Bob and his group of frens. Which I kinda liked alot. Not all but 1 particular person. Too bad she's way way way older than me. Otherwise.... nevermind. Well yeah Was approaching them when i spotted this fren of Bob's in side view. At first sight i tot it was well you know who. I was shocked then upon closer inspection i realise it was not. So well ok my mistakes. But somehow rather it kinda sets my mood for the whole day. My mind was constantly disturbed. Cant think straight, cant even revise my work.

So then it was time for us TKD bros to go for a walk. Well a big walk that is. Once again we went to yup u guess again TOWN. Had lunch at Far East then we walked all the way to esplanade. Now thats a Big Walk. All the way, My mind was constantly churning and turning. I wasnt in the mood for anything. Along the way we had a pit stop at Isetan Wisma to meet Din. Although i tried to hide my expression. He somehow manage to figure it out. Well must have been obvious. So ok. Back to our Big Walk. So I was quiet all the way. Bob, Mif and Fiz were laughing the whole way running, jumping making noises. Well i Wasnt in the mood. and they were kind and considerate enough not to disturb me. Thanks guys needed some time alone.

So ok saw a lot of girls along the way and couples. No mood to take a second look either. Man Was i really that moody yesterday? Boy i didnt realise. Well anyway. today studied again. saw Bob's fren again. Lovely isnt she. haiz. Why must she resemble somebody whom Im trying to ................. bah nvm. This time manage to study but couldnt solve many sums. Even my 3rd year friends are having problems. Luckily Munir is juz a phone call away.

Happy that tml is the end of my 1st year(hopefully) last paper, Eng Maths tml. Man a killer module. Hopefully Im prepared. Well at least I think i am. I'll just have to pray thats all. PRAY HARD. So well after the paper gonna enjoy. Probably be watching Van Helsing with my Bros and forget everything. And i mean everything.

Had a nice chat with Din, about you know who. Well it was very enlighting thanks Din. Maybe I should have talked to you way before I made the move. Now I kinda regret doing those things. Well some of it wasnt my fault. I couldnt do anything bout it. LIke her feelings and etc. Couldnt do a thing. Haiz pathetic isnt it. Feel so helpless when it comes to relationships.

Well ok i better get to sleep. Tml's paper starts at 9 in the morning. Have to get enough rest or i'll be counting sheeps instead or numbers tml. ciao

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Sunday, May 02, 2004

~~Labour Day~~

Haha once again, The TKD Bruddas [Fiz, Mif, Din, Ramesh, Bob and Me] went off for another adventure in the streets of Singapore....(eventhough we are still in the midst of our exams hehe)

Slept early that night, but couldnt really fall asleep. Was kinda excited bout the following day. Going out with my Tkd bruddas. Well you see, you'll never know what crazy ideas my bruddas could think of. So its never a dull day with them. So aiight woke up slightly late. Rush to shower and get dress. Grab my bag, so yeah it was a decoy just to cinvince my parents im going to study. Well I'll spare the details why I lied. So ok. Wasnt really late to meet up with Mif and Din at Jurong East. Then head down to Sembawang to Fiz's place.

Upon reaching Sembawang, Hafiz was kind enough to come and fetch us. Walked to his place. Settle down and yeah let the games begin!!!! One by one we took turns playing Ninja Gaiden. Hellaofagood game. It was my kinda my type game so yeah if ur wondering Fiz, I really enjoyed myself man. Fiz's Mom was very nice to cooked what look like a banquet for us. There's rice, rendang, fried noodles and etc. Wow really appreciate it [Fiz thank ur mom again for us]. In case ur wondering if any of us is a better Ninja well it was kinda a tie. Din beat the 1st boss, I defeated the 2nd boss and Mif nailed the 3rd one. So each of us well it seems had a ninja inside us. Haha what the hell am i talking about. Nvm just happy thats all. Around 5 after our prayers, we head to town to meet up with Ramesh and as usual, Bob was late. Decided to catch a movie "50 First Dates". Couldnt get any seats at cathy Cineleisure, so we head down to Lido. The highlight was that, I should have kept my mouth shut. haha Saw a Malay Makcik and her daughter walking up the escalator and I kinda blurted out loud "Makcik, ur daughter pretty" in malay of coz. And i think she must have heard it. Because she kept looking back towards me. Haha was kinda shock. Must have been too loud. Well anything can happen when ur out with a bunch of wackos.

Along the way saw an exhibition on Xbox. Now this is going too far. My yearning for a game console has now gone off the scales. Cant wait to own one man. Be it Xbox or PS2. But its kinda far fetch if i had the money, I would hav bought it. But now because I had to convince my parents thats a diff story. Met my cousin and her family. My nephew was his usual Kpo self. Asking why was i doing here. Haha cute.

So yeah manage to get our tickets. The show is scheduled to start at 19:15. Time check 18:45 and Bob isnt here yet. Ok so we took a pit stop at Mac for some drinks and Ice cream. Saw 2 very BEAUTIFUL ladies. Let me stress the BEAUTIFUL part. They look like those Indonesian malay type of ladies. Make up a bit on the heavy side. But who cares, they look damn good. Then their boyfrens turn up. Damn. Spoil the moment. Time check 7:00 Bob still isnt here. So we decided to go in without him. As for his ticket. Haha. We hid it in the toilet for his personal collection. The show was damn hilarious. Adam Sandler and Rob Sneider is the dynamic duo of comedy. Drew Barrymore is as her normal beautiful self. As funny as if was, the show was really touching and sad. 1 think I learn from this movie is, as Fiz has put it, "LOVE IS PERSEVERANCE". Imagine u have to win ur girlfriend all over again every single day. After the show saw plenty of couples walking out hand in hand out of the cinema. 1 particular girl stood out in the crowd. She's damn gorgeous. Malay girl. Shoulder length hair, t-shirt and short skirt. Man if she had been alone or with her friends, I would have ask for her number but alas she's with her guy. Even Din was awe by her beauty.

The movie kinda set me thinking. Thinking of what? Who else but "her". Well I'll spare the details but why spoil the moment. Push thoughts of her aside to enjoy the moment now. Walked all the way to Plaza Singapura. Called Mom along the way telling her i was at town having Dinner. She's ok with it but warn me not to reach home too late. Am thankful now, that my parents hav start to trust me more. Eversince that incident. So ok. The guys had dinner at Mac. Me and Fiz head down to Carrefour for budget eating. I was reminded that a friend worked here. Nadya an online friend. Sms her asking is she was working today, but she didnt reply. The problem now is that I haven seen her before so admist all the counter girls I couldnt tell which is her. Well soon we will meet, since she just got admitted into SP. Spent only $2.60 for soya bean abd 2 cheese bread. Had our fill then Fiz and Mif came up with the idea of walking up fort canning hill and down the other side to Clarke Quay. Time check almost 23:00.

So haha now we are in the middle of the night walking up Fort canning Hill. Call us crazy if u want to. Told u, its never a dull moment with my TKD Bros. Made fun of each other, took pictures, scare each other. It was fun but to tell you the truth I was scared shit of the place. It was dark, silent except for Bob and Din's singing and constant screaming. Trying to scare us. Mif was unusually quiet. Fiz too was quiet. Ramesh was kinda snappy due to Bob and Din's constant noises. There was 1 time, when Din and Bob suddenly came running past us. I was shocked. but thank goodness the darkness covered the expression on my face. Well yeah call me a coward but I am scared of alot of things. It just that Im slowly overcoming them. I had overcome my fear of rollercoaster, the dark, the sea and a lot of other stuffs. So yeah nobody's perfect.
So ok saw a couple just about to make out. We kept quiet past them. Respect their privacy but still they could hav gotten a room somewhere. Couples nowaday *shakes head*. At last we came out of Fort Canning. Was sweating like a pig. Hot and flush. We start out slow walk along Clarke Quay.

Now here's is my 2nd time walking along Clarke Quay with my bruddas and within the time span of 1 week or is it 2. So yeah we slowed down to enjoy the sights and sounds. Babes everywhere, North-south-East and West. There's 1 particular Eurasion lady propably in her early 20s Walking in front of me. I was captivated by her beauty. Then she kinda slowed down and soon i was walking along side her. I turn to face her. She too turn to face me. I smiled and she replied with a sweet smile. Damn I was over the moon. Subconciously I quicken my steps and caught up with the rest. I was smiling the whole journey afterwards. Walked towards Clarke Quay MRT station and parted our ways. Saw a whore well maybe not a whore but a bitch or maybe because the way she dress haha. Din was disturbed by the fact that she's a malay. Well yeah I am disturb too but my mind was still with that eurasion sweet smile. If u wanted to know more bout this malay bitch read Din's blog entry.

On the way home saw another couple making out at the fitness park nyer Jurong Point. Well this is getting outta hand. Quicken my steps homeward bound. Reached home, Mom and Dad still watching TV. Time check 23.35. No noise from either of them so I guess its ok. Showered and head straight to bed was really tired.
But Im not really asleep. Tots filled up my mind. Bout the events today, also tots of "her" came back and lastly that sweet smile......

So yeah that probably sums up my day during Labour Day. I hope you too had fun. Now its time to concentrate on my DE. Which is tomorrow. Ciao

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